Feeling like I failed my son. Nothing comes easy to us. Even college isn’t kind to our children/adults with special needs. My son is invisible. He can function with his peers and he has struggles sometimes worse than others. To hear my son ask me if he is a burden. How do I not allow him to feel like he is a burden. I have dreams and goals that need plans to make happen. I feel like I need to focus on him in order to make those things happen with him. I feel like I should give up on me, so that he can survive. I am his mother. I need to build for him. Hustling doesn't look the same way it did when he was little. It almost feels like I am going to need to work just to get him to his next steps. This is almost crazy. I don’t understand why everything is hard. Why is my next chapter so hard? What are my next moves to protect my son?
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