Brought A House

 

So did I tell you we brought a house?!  I lost my damn mind.  It i s perfect!  It is my dream house.  It is everything I want but I don’t like being broke.  I only brought this house because my son was uncomfortable at my parents’ house.  We recently had a conversation.  He asked me if we rushed into this house.  We didn’t.  I just miss my lifestyle.  Now I need to rebuild and re-create a new lifestyle.  I do feel like we are in need.  I fear I can’t feed my son.  My main job will pay for the mortgage and the main bills.  My question isn’t how do I keep my house.  MMy question is how do I survive all that is in my head and survive in my house?  I really do like my house.  I am on my own trying to survive.