I have had this blog for somewhere to write and think. I started this blog not with the intention to write and share with people. I spent the whole year stressed. Those who know me know that I have worked my past 8 years for a school. So my years are worked off of the school calendar. This past school year has been terrible. Personal and Professional. The crazy thing is I received a lot of praise because students’ attendance went up. I recently bought a house at the beginning of the school year. My son who has special needs started working at the same school I worked at. That was a disaster and helped stress me out. My brother and his children were struggling this year due to personal problems. Financially struggling since buying a house and a thought of my son not being able to keep his job. Side hustles not making sense. Now I am working. Fundraising grants and donations not working for us. Also my son has special needs. I know I mentioned that already but there is so much to my son who needs so much and there isn’t any information. I feel like I need to vent. Life is crazy. Mom said that I should start writing like a journal. So here we go… I guess I am going to have to play all the cards to survive. Yes…according to ChatGPT, I am in survival mode. I guess that explains why I can’t sleep. I feel like I still need to ask the same question. If she can do it, why can’t I?
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