What next?!

 I have been having a lot of conversations.  A lot of them have been with God.  I am not religious or anything but I have been struggling in my own head since we took a risk and moved into our new home, me and my son.  I have a lot going through my head.  One of which is …I got my son through high school figuratively and literally.  My son is highly functioning autistic among other things or in the medical field, he is a level1 .  Well that alone says to me that life should be a little easier. Wrong!!! The complete opposite.  Because my son is a level 1 autistic now considered an adult, means that he is invisible.  To me that means I have so much to do and not a lot of time.  I am looking around.  There are so many shes that have been able to live through this.  There are so many shes that have settled.  And then you have so many shes like me that want to know what to do next.  God, I am not finished talking to you!  I know I got this.  I had for 18 years.  I just have 1 of many questions.   What now?!